last night, while I was trying to fall asleep, I was struck by an image of little forest creature jimin wearing the top of an acorn as a hat (gifted by his friend Hobi!squirrel obvs) stuck in the cold, wet rain with only a leaf for an umbrella until Namjoon!owl sat next to him and spread a wing over his head to keep him dry and warm.
never in my life have I wished I could draw more than I did at that moment. I even dug out my phone and watched a video on how to sketch. this morning, with the still lingering image in my mind, I'm sitting in my home office surrounded by some of my favorite of my grandma's paintings and am reminded that my grandma took up oil painting in her fifties and painted for twenty years. maybe, one day, my artistic drive will overcome my laziness.